If That Day Should Come
walking in this mist
looking back don't see a thing
only memories
of the times we used to have
I try to comprehend
why this all has gone so hard
I strive to do the adding
in my head it won't forget
the moments
I feel inside
running I'm dismissed
of my life safe and sound
I can't help but wonder
if you'd feel the same right now
are we really so different? are we really so dumb?
as to let all this happen
let all this turn into sand
the moments
I feel them inside
the moments
I can't let go
face the dawn I never expected to fall
apart from you
all this
anger and guilt it's what remains
yet i thank you for all those rays of sun
emptiness in your eyes
blackened veins in my heart
through the days hope fades
expect nothing but the end
I grab the soil and find
only the gravel that will
keep me
under the surface